I think my post for Week 2 may have been a little dark and seemed like I was feeling sorry for myself. Of course I’m a little lonely, bored, and anxious, but who isn’t? I am very fortunate to be surrounded by a glorious sea, sky, and soon-to-be flowering springtime, and all of you with whom I talk and chat online!
Shame on me! I was only thinking of myself. I am actually worried about those with fewer resources. What is this uncertainty like for them? How are they coping? It’s difficult to think about.
I’m going to try to focus on the positive. I’d like to help in some way, but I’m not sure what that would be considering I’m in the high risk category. So far, I’ve only given some money to Doctors Without Borders and to my kids who will be having a hard time without paychecks.
The good news here, at least to date, is that there are NO cases of COVID-19 in my municipality and only one in the next town. Map of Catalunya:
I’ve been safely tucked in here for 21 days with no human contact to speak of. My neighbor and I sit on the lawn six or more feet apart every day that the sun is out and discuss all manner of things – he practicing his English, and me practicing my Spanish. He volunteered to buy groceries for me! What an angel he was to do that! I am blessed to have some fabulous and kind neighbors. Aren’t they cute (photo from Christmas 2018) ?
I’m happy to report that I’m upgrading my personal hygiene habits and I’ve begun fixing my hair and wearing make-up….every OTHER day. It’s better than nothing and it makes me feel better. My real worry is my feet. I haven’t done my own toenails in YEARS! Since I can’t get to a salon (as if! none nearby), I had to cut them myself and take off the pealing polish. I can’t wait for a fresh toe job!!
I enjoy writing these posts, but I’m not sure how long I’ll have something to say. We’ll see… take care everyone!
Susie's Senior Year Abroad 
I do not think your earlier post was selfish. It did not mean you were not thinking of others, it merely stated the very real reality that there is death in the air and it is not often we face our own mortality in such a way, and like you said, alone and away from family and friends. I’ve doubt others are facing the same feelings and could relate to what you said. I was coming from a very different place, having looked at my mortality more than I care to say. That said, onward to being positive. I have missed your toes. Thank you for posting.
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You’ll ultimately be fine; you’ve got that inner…what? Intestinal fortitude, I believe. And it does seem your taking protecting your health seriously. Eso es bueno!
Can’t wait to see the toes!
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es muy bueno. or words to that effect!! this is a trying time for one and all. and very impressed that you got yourself doubled over enough to trim said toenails. hope you have some polish for them. and hope the dogs don’t eat the cap when you’re not looking!!
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Your neighbors are adorable. I’m totally with you on the toes, except I’m still trying to talk myself into taking off the old peeling polish. I miss Josie, my mani/pedi lady, sooooo much.
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