Sorry to be heavy, but I’ve been thinking that when it comes right down to it, what we’re all really worried about is death, more than the boredom or inconvenience or worries about the economy. And for those of us (most of my readers) who are over 60 years of age, infection with the coronavirus can be a death sentence. If we become infected, the health care system (most of them around the world) cannot afford to put us on a respirator; they’re giving those to younger, stronger folks. It’s a little troubling, discouraging, and frightening.
It’s also strange to think about how things will be different in the future. I already wince when I’m watching shows where there are groups of people in close quarters. It’s like watching people smoking in old movies or boarding a plane without removing shoes or laptops from your carry-on’s. It won’t ever be the same.
It’s scary to be facing my mortality away from family and friends. I feel safe here and confident I’ll make it through. But, whatever happens, I’m good. I’ve had a fabulous life; the last five+years especially have been full of joy.
I hope you all can say the same and that we all come out relatively unscathed on the other side. Peace.
Susie's Senior Year Abroad 
well, just don’t die while you’re over there. and write that novel!!!
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For very different reasons I have contemplated death often and for a long time. But in this pandemic my own death is not what I think about, not do I fear it. I think about the people I care about. I worry about my brother in New Orleans. I think about first responders and front line medical personnel trying to accomplish the impossible. I think of people losing their livelihoods and children not eating. But I am not afraid for me. Maybe I don’t care. The last five years have been the toughest ride of my life.
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You’re so right, Ellen. I was just thinking about me. I worry about my kids and friends too and all the others less fortunate than we are. Thank you.
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Thank you, Susie. I miss you. Wash your hands!
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Bingo, Susie! I want more life (for now, patience and prudence – ga-a-hh! Did I really just say that?), but as most of us 60+ can say, I’ve lived a life.
Hope there’s more and we (meaning most of your readership) have endured anxiety-ridden periods before.
You’re doing fine for right now, methinks.
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I’m so grateful to hear from you. Your writing is very informative and helpful. I get it Susie. We never have had to consider these issues. We’ve been through a lot in our years on this earth, but of course nothing like this. The unknown is very troubling. Also, no control has caused many of us to be overwhelmed. I’m glad your doing well and feeling safe. Kenny and I are so grateful for this little cabin at the beach. The fish are biting and most peeps are behaving admirably. Miss you my dear. Looking forward to latte In the future as our “new normal “. I’ll continue to take care of the mail. Fondly. T😎.
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Yes, everything seems uncertain right now…but isn’t it always? Every time we climb a ladder, go for a walk, hop in the car, nothing in our lives are guaranteed EVER! My younger brother died of an accident when he was 19, my Dad of lung cancer at age 50, my younger sister of lung cancer at age 60. This is just more controlled chaos my friend. Stay well and have hope. xxoo
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You are right! Thanks for the reminder. We should live everyday.
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